i’m started to doubt myself again with me being a leader. Did I really made a different? Did i be the best inspiration and mentor to other? Did I really be the leader i can be. Am i ready to come back as a leader? All of these question, in my head is no. When you mess up and doubt yourself, you beat the crap out of yourself mentally so bad. All this doubt in my head is really bring me down. For the last 3 weeks, it been me staying up to 5 or 8 am. I sleep all day, reason is that it get me though my day without all this stuff on my plate. Honestly i never been stress out about this my whole life. That because being a leader is what i love to do because it the way of life for me. If i can’t have that what else am i good for. I’m still doubt myself, and I doubt myself since the beginning of Last Summer.