Today just suck butt. My last speech and I knew it was going to be bad, the day before. I guess it hard for me to talk about it now. I had an expectation bar for this speech but ended up not reaching it. That offical is my worst speech ever. I felt like I let everyone down on this speech. It a sucky feeling. At the same moment, my speech was something about what I love to do, and when a decision came to make earlier this week. It hard, didnt want to break down and cry. Havent made a decision yet but I will need to make one. It hurt that I didnt pass my speech.